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You think you're the one dying inside? My life is 24/7 BAD.
你以为只有你痛不欲生吗？我的生活每时每刻都像是地狱。
I'm sorry. - No, no...
对不起。-不要...
I mean, the only happiness I get is when I'm out with my son.
我唯一的快乐就是跟我儿子出去。
I've been to marriage counseling, I've done things I never thought I would have to do.
我去找了婚姻咨询，我做了我从来没想过我会做的事。
I lit candles, bought self-help books, lingerie.
我点了蜡烛，买了自助读物，女性内衣...
Did the candles help?
蜡烛有用吗？
Hell, no! All right, I don't love her the way she needs to be loved and I don't even see a future for us.
有个鬼用！我没法用她想要的方式爱她，我甚至根本看不到我们的未来。
But then I look at my little boy sitting across from me and I think I would suffer any torture to be with him for all the minutes of his life.
但当我看到我的小儿子坐在我对面的桌子上，我就觉得我愿意承受一切折磨，只要能跟他一起，度过他生命中的每一刻。
You know, I don't wanna miss out on one.
我一刻也不想错过。
But then, there's no joy or laughter in my home, you know? I don't want him growing up in that.
但另一事实是，我的家里没有欢乐，没有笑声。我不希望他在这样的环境中长大。
Oh, no laughter? That's terrible. My parents have been together 35 years, and even when they had a bad fight, they end up laughing like crazy.
没有笑声？那可太糟了。我的父母在一起已经有35年了，而即使他们大吵一架之后，他们依然笑得很开心。
I just...I don't wanna be one of those people who are getting divorced at 52 and falling down into tears...
我只是...我不想变成那种人：在52岁时离了婚，流着眼泪...
admitting that they never really loved their spouse, and they feel their life has been sucked up into a vacuum cleaner.
承认自己从来没有爱过自己的伴侣，感觉自己的生活好像完全被吸尘器吸走一样，一片空虚。
You know, I want a great life. I want her to have a great life, she deserves that. All right?
我想拥有美好的生活，我也希望她拥有美好的生活，这是她应得的。对吗？
But we're just living in the pretense of a marriage, responsibility, you know, all these just...ideas of how people are supposed to live.
但现在我们只是假装维系着婚姻与责任，过着那种...人们觉得你该过的那种日子。
But then l...I have these dreams...
然后，我...我做了一个梦...
