Okay.Why did you hold back?I guess I still wasn't being completely honest with myself.It's been..It's been confusing.It was pretty clear on the page.If he's the one you were writing about--I wasn't or.....Maybe I was. I don't know.Writing those words..Maybe it...gave me the chance to work it out.And have you?I think so.How does it end?I didn't know until right now.