Hope I didn't stretch Emily's dress.Your butt's not that much bigger than her's.I just called Joshua.How'd it go?I did my best to convince him that I'm not...some crazy girl who's dying to get married.And I'm going through a hard time.What'd he say?His answering machine was very understanding.I feel blue.I bet you anything he'll call you again.Yeah,maybe. But,you know, I don't think I even care.I don't think he's the one I'm sad about.I know I said I'm totally okay with Ross getting married.But as it turns out...I don't think I'm handling it all that well.Yeah,maybe.And I'm just trying to figure out why.Any luck?You know how Ross and I have always been on-again,off-again?I guess I just figured, somewhere down the road...we would be on again.Again.You know what? I think we all did.